Thoughts on an ever-evolving life


I am still reeling from a recent experience. With everything that has been going on in our lives, both Sir and I really needed some relief. We had been having amazing sex, but I was still needing more. I decided to start pushing Sir’s buttons. I joked about his hearing, his sight, him falling and breaking a hip, basically, that he was an old man. He kept warning, and I kept pushing. (Playfully, of course.) Now, I know that I am not “suppose” to do this. It makes me a “bad” sub. Topping, yada, yada, yada. BUT, I did it anyway.

Sir finally snapped, I fought, and he drug me down the hall into the bedroom. There was LOTS of wrestling, pushing, pulling, kicking and fighting. He was able to finally get a set of metal cuffs on my wrists and used them to drag me across the bed and around the room, several times. I have such dark bruises around my wrists and hands, thank God for watches and bracelets. I actually can’t stop rubbing them. The pain and soreness makes me tingle and wet. 🙂 He finally got my hands and one ankle, tied to the bed so I couldn’t move.
There was lots of spanking, slapping, twisting, whipping, biting and fucking. We were both dripping with sweat and completely exhausted when our daughter called and needed picked up. I am VERY thankful that he decided to untie me before he left to get her.

When he returned, we climbed in bed and talked. He described the charge he had as he drove to pick her up and the AMAZING rush he experienced as he took me. Sir was never that kind of man. He was raised to be kind, affectionate and loving to women. He has had a little trouble and reservations about being so rough with me. To tell the truth, if you had told me that I would crave a man whipping my ass and bruising my body, I would have called you crazy. I once told a very special friend that if a man slapped me across the face, I didn’t know if I would want to kill him or fuck him. Well, my friend, FUCK HIM! DEFINITELY FUCK HIM! 🙂

I know a lot of people would call us crazy. You can call me anything you want, just PLEASE SPANK ME, SIR!

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23 thoughts on “RELEASE!

  1. Annie B on said:

    OK! Now I have plans for the weekend😜. Thank you my love.


  2. This kind of play is part of our dynamic!! Love it.


  3. Made my heart race.
    I love to rub my masters marks on my wrists.


  4. BallsyBilly on said:

    Great stuff! All I can send are cyber spanks @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

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  5. fictionalkevin on said:

    I’ve been feeling this for days with Waco. I want to write something up about it. I need a night where I bend her over the kitchen table followed by waking up the next morning to gentle love making. I’m pretty sure she would enjoy it as well. Some times you need to fuck, but then follow it up with tenderness.

    Like your Sir, I had trouble at first giving her the intensity she craved. I’ve gotten, um, used to it as well. I crave it now. Not all the time, but more than occasionally.

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    • None of this would work for us if we didn’t still have the tenderness too. But, the rush I get when I am taken and claimed, well DAMN, there is nothing else like it. My suggestion, take it slow, only push as far as you are comfortable or you have both agreed upon. Also, don’t be concerned or scared when you find you are suddenly wanting to push further and do more. It will be AMAZING for both of you. I can’t wait to read all about it. 🙂

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      • fictionalkevin on said:

        Tonight she’s sick and going to bed-100 miles away. Hopefully she’ll feel better later this week. I long for her to.

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      • I know a lot of people who do this long distance. I don’t know if I am someone that could handle that. I am DEFINITELY an I Want it..I Want it All…and I Want it NOW kind of girl. 😉

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      • fictionalkevin on said:

        I haven’t written much about it, but I’m considering a move. I’m a professional mediocre writer so I can work from anywhere. I’ll probably get a place in Chattanooga and then we’ve talked about, if things progress, moving in together. Eventually marriage. But maybe not. She’s like a cat and runs away easily. I’m more like a Golden Retriever. It’s complicated.

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      • LOL! Well, I have seen lots of posters where a cat and a Golden Retriever live happily ever after. Maybe you will too. I have a feeling there is a long story here. Enjoy where you are because you won’t get where you are going until you get there. 🙂

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      • fictionalkevin on said:

        She likes to be aloof, until she’s not. She likes to communicate subtly. She wants you here today and to leave her alone tomorrow. I’m the opposite. I want to touch her every day.

        We’ve learned over the last year there are too many things we enjoy about each other to not see where it goes. We are both happy in the direction it’s going.

        She’s passive in our relationship both sexually and just in general. She likes me to take the lead. I’m happy to do it.

        So far, almost good.

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      • Oh, let me tell you a story of another girl EXACTLY like this. Actually she wasn’t like this at all, she just presented this way. She felt she needed to be strong, independent and aloof. But, deep down, what she truly NEEDED was to be pursued, claimed, taken. She didn’t want to have to decide, she didn’t want to have to explain and she didn’t want to seem needy. She NEEDED to submit to someone she felt completely safe with. Maybe this could be similar?

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  6. fictionalkevin on said:

    Yes, that is my experience with her.

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