What do I need?
Today, someone asked me what I needed. I have been spinning that question around in my head ever since. Well, of course there are the basic necessities of life like food, water, shelter, etc. But these are boing and everyone needs them.
What do I need? I can tell you that today I have needed SEX. I have thought of little else. I need to be taken, kissed, ravaged, claimed, spanked, commanded and used. Sir has been away and I am about to go crazy. He left me instructions, for while he was gone, and he denied me any orgasms until his return. My toy chest has been screaming my name. My shower head has been begging me to pay a visit. My hands have been slapped away from their wandering need. I need SEX!!!
However, I don’t just need any sex. The root of my need and desires lies squarely in the arms of my Sir. He is the reason I have such uncontrollable longings. I have always thought that fairy tales were just that, imaginary stories that could never come true. I WAS WRONG! Sir has given me the perfect fairy tale life, right here in reality. Don’t get me wrong, shit happens and it really sucks, but he gives me a sense of calm and security that lets me believe, with all my heart, that together we can overcome ANYTHING! He is kind, considerate and incredibly generous. He is secure enough in himself and in us that he allows me to play with others, always at his discretion. I have NEVER met another man like him, and I doubt that I ever will.
He is my husband, my Dominant, my Sir, my partner, my heart, my love and my soul mate. Forever and Always.
That is what I NEED.