Thoughts on an ever-evolving life

Why Do I…

Why do I have
A consuming need
For things unattainable
Fueled by my greed

Why do I wish
For a fairytale life
When all I end up with
Is heartache and strife

Why do I stand
Outside in the rain
Then act all surprised
And curse all the pain

Why do I need
To feel owned and controlled
By someone who leaves me
With words left untold

Why do I write
These words as I cry
Because if I stopped
I fear I might die

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27 thoughts on “Why Do I…

  1. it’s an emotional roller coaster at times. hugs

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  2. XandrewX on said:

    πŸ™‚ Hugs

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  3. You know I love you and your words are beautiful.

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  4. Very raw and poignant, Amelia. Hugs.

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  5. I think that is just life… Perhaps we have to have the pain to appreciate the ecstasy… Mirrored by our physical desires…. At least mine πŸ˜„πŸ˜Œβ€οΈ

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  6. Reblogged this on Livedinitaly's Blog and commented:
    Poignantly beautiful

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  7. Reblogged this on smilingtomyself and commented:
    If you find the answer to these questions, please let me know

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  8. The answer to the questions are simply, why not. To do anything, is to believe and trust in yourself. Life is a series of chances. If you don’t take the chance, what might you miss experiencing. Will you like what you experienced, maybe. Will you regret it if you don’t try it, forever. The only way you will ever fail, is if you don’t try. And the coolest thing is, that failure breeds success. I would much rather live a life that has all the highs and lows, and remember the things that were done, rather than wonder what may have been. Thank you for sharing your words and opening up your soul with the rest of us. Hugs!!

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  9. I used to feel that way once upon a time. Then I came to trust more and it is working out according to the plan 5 years ago. I do like how you deal with your emotions. Good luck to you my dear

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