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Happy Birthday to My Son

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Today I celebrate the day I became a mother.  My son arrived a little over six weeks early.  He came very fast, six hours from first contraction to delivery.  The Doctor barely had time to get his arms through the gown and the next push, he was here.  They whisked him over to a team waiting for him.  As the Doctor continued to care for me, all I wanted to know is how the baby was.  Everyone kept telling me to stay calm.  I wasn’t going to be calm until I knew how the baby was.  One of the Pediatricians came over to tell me that his little lungs weren’t working properly, so they were taking him to an isolation unit and I could see him when I was all done.  I told the Doctor he had about three minutes to finish up and then I was getting off this table to go find the baby.

The Doctor finished and they wheeled me into see him.  He was hooked up to a million monitors.  He was REALLY PISSED and his entire body was tight, red and angry.  His oxygen levels were dangerously low.  I just stared at this little thing, not knowing what to do.  The nurse told me it was OK to touch him.  I began stroking his teeny tiny arm with my finger and repeatedly saying, “It’s OK baby.  You’re OK.”  He began calming down and his oxygen levels began going up.  The nurse touched me on the shoulder and said, “Well, all he needed was him Mommy.”  I began shaking uncontrollably because I realized that I was his Mommy.  Of course, I knew that, but I had never REALLY thought about that until that very second.  From that moment until the end of time, I will be His Mommy and he will be My Son.

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20 thoughts on “Happy Birthday to My Son

  1. Happy birthday to your son! 🙂

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    • Thank you. I know that this post is kind of weird, because he won’t even see it. He knows his mom writes erotica, but he has NO desire to EVER take a chance of seeing it, so he doesn’t read my blog. Can’t blame him, right? 🙂

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  2. Beautiful, tearfully beautiful! Weird? NEVER!!! How could writing about your son be weird? He is the joy in and love of your life.

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    • I just meant wishing him a happy birthday here, where he would never see it is weird. I know I am biased, but he has become an absolutely AMAZING young man. I couldn’t have hoped or wished for more. You are right, he is the joy and love of my life. 🙂

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  3. Still not weird regardless. 🙂

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  4. this is your place to express – happy momaviersary! – i just made that up — patent pending 😉

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  5. Becoming a mom changed the course of my entire life. Watching my son experience the wonder and ABJECT FEAR of this amazing transformation is bittersweet. Gives me ample opportunities to tell him how much loving him made me better, though. Hugs for your momaversary.

    We moms have to celebrate the gradaversararies next. That’s the celebration of not killing them before they got out of our houses…and they may never know how close we were to infanticide about 1411 times before they hit the road.

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    • LOL! I have always said that too. I think that God made us love them SO MUCH so we wouldn’t hurt them. 🙂
      However, for every single time I have wanted to smack them hard, they have made me smile 100 times. Becoming a Mom was the BEST thing I EVER did. 🙂

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  6. Happy Birthday (belated) to the son of a . . . . woman I love dearly.

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  7. I have both a daughter and a son. The daughter is too much like me, and we but heads. She came along easily and unexpectedly. My son was planned, sought, hungered for, prayed for, begged for. After years of (secondary) infertility, he came. Her education and career came easily to her. My son is still struggling. She has children. He probably never will. I love them both, but he has my heart.
    happy momiversary!

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    • How funny. I am almost the exact opposite. My son came easy and unexpected (we weren’t married, both in college and slept together once) while my daughter was five years of infertility treatments after we were married and thought a second one should be easy. 🙂
      Thank you for the lovely wishes.

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  8. Beautiful, plus I have been in exactly the same spot with my own baby boy, he will be 20 soon. But he’s my whole world

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