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Today, I am Lost

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The grey washes over me like a torrential downpour in winter.
The heavy weights around my heart hold me immobile in my chair.
My mind is clouded with thoughts of dreams destroyed.
I mourn the loss of what never was and what will never be.
I know the sun will rise again, but today, I will live in the blackest of night.
Feeling the pain, hurt and loss course through me like a burning poison.
Today, I am lost.


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40 thoughts on “Today, I am Lost

  1. Why so sad? Hope you are alright. β™₯

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  2. *hugs* heartbreaking

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  3. I feel ya girlie! Comforting hugs and wishes that each day brings more and more light your way. πŸ’œ

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  6. Mr Modigliani on said:

    Did the passing of Merle Haggard affect you this deeply? (Hugs)

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  7. BallsyBilly on said:

    ?? Hugs & Love ❀

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  8. I hate the lost days. The grey days. Sending you hugs sweetie.

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  9. ❀️

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    • That is EXACTLY what I needed my friend. xoxo

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    • Professor Wild on said:

      You are so right my love. Sometimes things aren’t gone forever, just changed. Sometimes loss and change makes way for new experiences, new people, new sunshine.

      And in the spirit of this post, and in honor of the loss of someone that was a piece of the sunshine for many people, I would like to off this as a Song of the Day, for all those that have great memories of fond moments/people/places in the past. Definitely my favorite Merle Haggard song of all….

      Thank you, as always, My Amelia

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  10. Sending hugs to you, Amelia. One must sink into it and feel in order to move forward.πŸ’œ

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  11. Hey there sexy x
    Cuddle up and hide away
    Remember tomorrow’s another day
    It might be hard, take a while
    But you’ll find it again, your loving smile
    Hugs & Kisses Amelia, thinking of you xxx

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  12. Hugs. What a great write. Your readers can feel the heroine’s pain, I love this. Mucho hugs and kisses. Please write more of these in the future.

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  13. Hugs, smiles, kisses, a cup of tea and a biscuit; whatever you need! πŸ’œ


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  14. Beautifully painful
    Changes can hurt
    Great write πŸ’•

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  15. Sending hugs, hope your day is brighter today. Sometimes you just have to feel it through head on


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