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Illicit Yearning

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We Couldn’t
We Shouldn’t
We Can’t
Please say we will again soon

I must move on
I must maintain control
I must forget you
But it’s impossible, no matter how hard I try

It’s wrong
It’s hurtful
It’s immoral
I need it like I need to breathe

You are my dangerous drug
You are my alcoholic stupor
You are my dark, scary place
And I am completely addicted

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25 thoughts on “Illicit Yearning

  1. Such an erotic addiction… 😍

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    • Sometimes, things and people get under your skin enough that they actually permeate your cells and whole being. Rational thought disappears and the primal need takes over. We like to think we are stronger than that, but sometimes….

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  2. sexualdespondant on said:

    I can feel your pain as I read this. Did you recently loose someone? You don’t have to answer f you don’t want to. Just keep up hope and you will find what you need.
    Sid

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    • No, I haven’t lost anyone recently. I have had to step back and stay away, but it is very hard when you truly care for someone. The souls need, yearning and ache remains, even when your head tells you to act differently. I hope it’s not forever, because the feelings won’t ever go away. Thank you for commenting and I know all will work out in the end. 🙂

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  3. Powerful ❤

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  4. professorwild on said:

    As you said, we like to think that we are stronger than our primal urges and desires, but in the end, they hold a powerful command on our mind and heart. Biology necessitates that it be so. Society would dictate that we behave otherwise. The operative reality lies Somewhere in Between……

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  5. Makes me wish I had an addictive personality! 😘

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  6. Well this was fucking sexy! I love the push / pull effect of the post! Congratulations to you on 500 followers!

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  7. AC @ The Cracked Lens on said:

    Hmmm, I can relate to this. Most definitely

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