Illicit Yearning
We Couldn’t
We Shouldn’t
We Can’t
Please say we will again soon
I must move on
I must maintain control
I must forget you
But it’s impossible, no matter how hard I try
It’s wrong
It’s hurtful
It’s immoral
I need it like I need to breathe
You are my dangerous drug
You are my alcoholic stupor
You are my dark, scary place
And I am completely addicted
Such an erotic addiction… 😍
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Sometimes, things and people get under your skin enough that they actually permeate your cells and whole being. Rational thought disappears and the primal need takes over. We like to think we are stronger than that, but sometimes….
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oh WOW! ❤
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oh Thank You!! 🙂
Glad you liked it.
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I can feel your pain as I read this. Did you recently loose someone? You don’t have to answer f you don’t want to. Just keep up hope and you will find what you need.
Sid
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No, I haven’t lost anyone recently. I have had to step back and stay away, but it is very hard when you truly care for someone. The souls need, yearning and ache remains, even when your head tells you to act differently. I hope it’s not forever, because the feelings won’t ever go away. Thank you for commenting and I know all will work out in the end. 🙂
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Powerful ❤
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Thanks Sweetie!! Sometimes, when I am feeling something, putting it into words on the screen really helps me process. I’m always happy when it also resonates with someone else. 🙂
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The poem is just damn powerful!
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As are feelings and emotions. Well, if they are true, they are very powerful. Thank you Lady. xoxoxo
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As you said, we like to think that we are stronger than our primal urges and desires, but in the end, they hold a powerful command on our mind and heart. Biology necessitates that it be so. Society would dictate that we behave otherwise. The operative reality lies Somewhere in Between……
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Absolutely true, Sir.
Thank you for being my fantasy, my reality and everything in between. XOXOXO
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Makes me wish I had an addictive personality! 😘
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You think you don’t? 😉
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well okay, maybe with some things. 😛
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Only the GOOD things. 😉
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like shower heads… yes, i’m addicted to shower heads. 😉
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Specific ones, given by kind, generous and Afuckingmazing people. 😉
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mmmmm hmmmm!!! ❤ exactly that kind. 🙂
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Well this was fucking sexy! I love the push / pull effect of the post! Congratulations to you on 500 followers!
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Thank you!! And Thank you!! 😉
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You deserve it! Both! I do miss our chats. I need to check in on your blog more often.
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Me too. Anytime, my friend. I’m ALWAYS happy to hear from you. xoxo
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Hmmm, I can relate to this. Most definitely
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There are so many things in life that we aren’t supposed to do, yet we desire them. I often wonder why? Is is because they are forbidden or because they are a natural need that we try and suppress?
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