missameliaandsir

Thoughts on an ever-evolving life

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MINE!

My Forever
My Always
My Workweek
My Holiday

My Today
My Tomorrow
My Serenity
My Afterglow

My Friend
My Lover
My Husband
My Hunter

My Safety
My Support
My Comedy
My Cohort

My Partner
My Mate
My Dream
My Fate

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My HUSBAND Is…

My Husband is…
My Heart
My Unconditional
My Strength
My Breath
My Attraction
My Necessity
My Desire

Goodbye My Past Love

Goodbye my love
You entered my life
Consumed my heart
And changed my life

Goodbye my love
You showed me your heart
Made me want more
And took my breath away

Goodbye my love
You had been wounded
I wanted to be different
And promised forever and always

Goodbye my love
You took me to new elevations
Walked with me through the pouring rain
And frolicked in the sweltering heat

Goodbye my love
You quickly changed
Berated and discarded me
And I wept heavy tears

Goodbye my love
You sucked me back in
Gave me reason to hope
And repeatedly took it all away

Goodbye my love
You now own a piece of my heart
My Forever and Always is real
And I Never wanted it to end

Goodbye my love
You aren’t sure of your feelings now
I will help clarify
And confirm your self-imposed prophecy

Goodbye my past love
Goodbye

My Body Betrays Me

My nipples harden
And my mouth salivates

My pulse races
And my cheeks flush

My juices flow
And my temperature rises

My passion escalates
And my pussy throbs

My body betrays me
I drip with desire
At the mere thought of you

You Sit Next to Me

You sit next to me
I’m within reach of your fingers
Aching for touch

You sit next to me
I’m close enough to smell your scent
Unable to inhale

You sit next to me
I’m sensing your soft lips beckoning a taste
Remaining famished

You sit next to me
I’m listening to your every breath
Longing to be breathless

You sit next to me
I’m gazing into your steely eyes
Searching for a hint of fire

Tell Me a Story

Tell me a story
Of love and light
Caress the heart
And reveal the Knight

Tell me a story
Of love and loss
Dreams are shattered
And stability’s the cost

Tell me a story
Of love and longing
Desire growing
And into insanity falling

Tell me a story
Of love and lust
Passions ignited
And bodies combust

Tell me a story

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I saw this picture and it inspired this little poem. It felt good to have a flash of inspiration.

All Alone

All alone
Body aching
Pulse racing
Toy vibrating
Missing you

All alone
Position sought
Getting hot
That’s the spot
Missing you

All alone
Breathing heavy
Getting sweaty
Bursting the levee
Missing you

All alone
Briefly sated
Bare and naked
Nonetheless frustrated
Missing you

…But I Do

You can’t see
how their hungry eyes watch you
from the second you enter the room,
can you?

You won’t ever feel
the magnetic attraction
they all have for you,
will you?

You aren’t aware
that you drive them insane
with swelling desire,
are you?

You haven’t ever considered
you were enough
for anyone,
have you?

You don’t have
any idea
how unbelievably sexy you are,
do you?

…But I do

Forbidden Paradise

Dick
Dice
And Dominant Daddies

Enticement
Exploration
And Explosive Ecstasy

Pleasure
Pain
And Provocative Photography

Sweet
Sour
And Salivating Sex

Touch
Taste
And Tantalizing Torture

A Weekend away in Forbidden Paradise

It Burned SO GOOD!

WE DID IT!!!
I’m gonna start with some background. Anal sex was Completely OFF the table for both of us for years. Neither one of us was interested at all. When D/s and BDSM became part of our lives, suddenly we were discussing the possibilities. Maybe we would try? We might now be interested? Worth a try?
Three years ago, after beginning some play, experimentation and EPIC fails, we were finally successful at penetration. Unfortunately, due to a comedy of errors that were NOT funny at all, it became a disastrous memory. I wrote about my hurt afterwards. https://missameliaandsir.wordpress.com/2015/11/30/i-bared-my-soul/
For the past three years, we waffled between Never again, Maybe, I want to, No Way, Let’s try, Someday. The mental block was by far the Biggest Hurdle, but we had another HUGE problem too. Professor is Extremely Well Hung. We’ve had suggestions that we just stop trying because that thing will NEVER fit Anyone (LUCKY ME!!!). I must admit, I had almost given up any hope of ever having success.
Then came Friday night. Professor had planned an At Home Date night for us. It began with instructions on what to do, what to wear and inform him when I was ready. It proceeded to a private space where we talked, teased, spanked, sweated and fucked hard. It was a perfect evening. We were both tired and climbed into bed to snuggle and drift off to sleep. Being the constant perv he is, Professor began lightly rubbing the tip of his cock over my ass, telling me how much he enjoyed watching my plug move with every thrust. I was enjoying the sensation and asked if he wanted to try one more time. With lube applied, we weren’t sure his partially hard cock would even go in. Finally, with me relaxing and pushing back on his cock, Professor announced he was in. Tentatively, we began our familiar rhythm of thrust and pull. I could feel him growing inside me. It was SO TIGHT and burned, but I didn’t want it to stop. I could hear him reaching the edge of his cliff, so I began asking, “Fuck my ass Daddy. PLEASE Fuck my ass.” With skin tearing in his powerful grip, he climaxed and filled my ass with the first cum it had ever experienced.
I immediately burst into deep, sobbing tears. I couldn’t believe we had done it. Professor, fighting through his own emotions, clutched me tightly and claimed me, “MINE!” It was EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I wasn’t able to give him my virginity, it was gone before we ever met, but THIS was HIS, and HIS ALONE.
He began checking in on me, asking how I was feeling. I just wanted to lay in this connected space for a few more seconds and bask in the warmth. After we separated, and cleaned up, we couldn’t stop smiling and touching each other. It was a closeness I can’t even describe. We drifted off to sleep, laying close, with his hand resting on my ass cheek and him again declaring, “MINE!”
Epilogue: A couple days later, I’m still a bit sore, and LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT! XOXOXO

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