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Loss

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First:
You don’t believe
You can’t accept
You refuse to acknowledge
You become numb

Then:
It hurts
It aches
It burns
It damages

Next:
You cry
You scream
You question
You mourn

Eventually:
Searching for acceptance
Searching for condolence
Searching for comfort
Searching for a safe place for the memories to live

Finally:
Remembering
Smiling
Accepting
Forever Loving

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All my Love to C XOXOXO!

Tickets PLEASE!

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We have a group of friends that will be attending Burning Man 2017! The main sale was this last Wednesday. I am SO SAD to say that we are short some tickets. They sold out 30,000 tickets in 34 minutes. If ANYONE knows ANYONE who purchased tickets, but won’t be able to attend, PLEASE let me know. We are looking to purchase for face value. I am not going to support scalpers who purchase as many as they can just to resell for a HUGE profit. Thanks for whatever you can do for us, even just sending good thoughts is MUCH appreciated. XOXOXO

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We Shall Finally Meet

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We shall finally meet
At a place in between
Where you reside
And I hide from the world

We will arrive
Full of growing anticipation
And fearful questions
About our fleeting sanity

We gleefully cast eyes
On one another’s flesh
And stare into the soul
Of the one we have waited for

We tenderly touch
As a long awaited embrace
Pulls us both tightly
Into open and wanting arms

We allow but a moment
Of entanglement to pass
Before the undeniable need
To kiss overwhelms us

We are electrified
As yours ever so delicately
Traces mine
With a dewy suppleness

We hastily proceed
To an expression of passion
As our worlds collide
In wet and want and tongue

We sway unsteadily apart
Almost floating as we bask
And gaze into the loving face
Of our long awaited friend

Two Kinky Crazy Years

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OMG!! I can’t believe it!! I didn’t even realize until I received the notice from WP.

Well, it has been an INCREDIBLE adventure. I have been going back and reading some of my earlier stuff recently. I found that I don’t even remember writing some of the things, and then they trigger a memory and I can’t help but smile. I began this as a kind of diary, or a way to put my thoughts down and out into the universe. I didn’t expect anyone would be interested in my random ramblings. Now, here I am, two years later, 500+ followers and having met some of the most AFUCKINGMAZING people and best friends a kinky girl could ask for.

To all those people that have stopped by, read, commented, made me smile, pissed me off or changed my life forever, I say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. We see so much bad happening in the world everyday on the news. I am grateful to have sound a place that I love and people that I love even more.

Now, on to the next adventure! 🙂

 

Your Continued Silence is Deafening

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You said you needed space and time
But your continued silence is deafening

I asked you too many questions and it angered you
But your continued silence is deafening

I only wanted to give you my friendship and unconditional love
But your continued silence is deafening

I’m trying to honor your choice to pull away, to process
But your continued silence is deafening

I wish you nothing but peace and happiness
But your continued silence is deafening

I am holding on by a thin thread, waiting for your return
But your continued silence is deafening

Maybe I should listen?

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Loving from Afar

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Separated by miles
And infinite time
Wishing you would forever
And always be mine

Endlessly yearning
And agonizingly missing
Craving your electric touch
And passionate kissing

Never could I call you
All my very own
But still my love
Had flourished and grown

Though we are separated
And so very far apart
You are ever present
In my stinging heart

Dear 2016

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Dear 2016,

I just wanted to drop you a quick letter to let you know how much you have meant to me. I knew our time together was limited, but we were able to pack SO MUCH into our quick 365 days.

We started off the year with quite a bang, when you delivered a little infidelity and a death into my life. It cost me a Grandmother and what I thought was a friend. It almost cost me a marriage, but luckily, that was saved. It was a truly cruel joke to play, but by playing it at the beginning of the year gave us plenty of time to work through it.

The way you orchestrated such AMAZING things for my daughter was quite brilliant. The wins at Drama Districts and then having her compete at State made for a magnificent experience. Watching her perform on stage was lovely. Her love of the outdoors and animals was nourished by your choices. Can’t say that I was thrilled when you made our daughter eligible to drive. And finally, thank you for your choices in friends for her. I approved.

As for my son, you let him travel rather unscathed this year, until you decided to crash him and his truck into that lady. I didn’t particularly appreciate that, but at least you let everyone walk away, so thank you for that.

You took my husband and myself on several wonderful trips.
We were able to visit our crazy friends in Colorado. I knew she was crazy before we went, but after meeting in person, I have decided he must be too. Either that, or he is up for Sainthood, but knowing the things they do, I doubt that is the case.
We got to hang with my Soul Sister and her husband both here and at their house. Bringing them into our lives was quite the gift. You know EXACTLY what you had planned for us, and what we did! THANKS!!! 😉
When you gave us the two week camping trip, I must admit, I was skeptical. Two weeks in a trailer? Well, you were right and it was AFUCKINGMAZING!! You provided Good Friends, Lots of Laughs, Awesome Music and time to work on repairing your beginning of year gift. All were Priceless.
Burning Man was a last second surprise! All I can say is WOW!!!

The people I you peppered throughout the year were such a wonderful variety of flavors. Crazy in Colorado. Zesty in Arizona. HOT and Spicy under my covers. Tempting in California. Tantalizing in Tennessee. Mouthwatering in Montana. Delectable in Michigan. Georgia is a Peach (schnapps of course). Nutty in New England. And the flavors go on and on. YUMMY!!

The biggest bombshell of the year was when you finally made me realize that I was suffering from severe depression. I think you were in cahoots with 2015 and possibly 2014. I appreciate you putting an end to the cruel joke and getting me help. Make sure 2017 knows everything so we won’t have to tell 2018 anything.

This year you provided laughter, tears, terror, relief, confusion, clarity, anger, happiness ups, downs, goods, bads and, most importantly, LOVE. LOTS and LOTS of LOVE!! I won’t say I’m happy to see you go, but I also know you can’t stay. I hope that 2017 will provide even more adventures to enjoy. Thank you 2016. I will NEVER forget you.

Love & Memories
Me

Happy Birthday Rita!

These are just a few of the ways I wanted this AFUCKINGMAZING Woman to know she is Loved on her Birthday!  Love you Bitch!  XOXOXO

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