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The Final Chapter

Now, I have to close the book,
And place it up high on a shelf.

I never wanted the story to end,
But I’ve reached the final page.

No story continues forever,
No matter how badly we want it to.

Someday, I will be able to recall the details
And remember the chapters
With a smile instead of tears.

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My HUSBAND Is…

My Husband is…
My Heart
My Unconditional
My Strength
My Breath
My Attraction
My Necessity
My Desire

Goodbye My Past Love

Goodbye my love
You entered my life
Consumed my heart
And changed my life

Goodbye my love
You showed me your heart
Made me want more
And took my breath away

Goodbye my love
You had been wounded
I wanted to be different
And promised forever and always

Goodbye my love
You took me to new elevations
Walked with me through the pouring rain
And frolicked in the sweltering heat

Goodbye my love
You quickly changed
Berated and discarded me
And I wept heavy tears

Goodbye my love
You sucked me back in
Gave me reason to hope
And repeatedly took it all away

Goodbye my love
You now own a piece of my heart
My Forever and Always is real
And I Never wanted it to end

Goodbye my love
You aren’t sure of your feelings now
I will help clarify
And confirm your self-imposed prophecy

Goodbye my past love
Goodbye

I’m a Mom

Cook the dinner
Clean the floors
Fold the laundry
Do more chores

Make the costume
Mend the holes
Plant the garden
Wipe the nose

Change the diaper
Be more crafty
Make a bottle
Treat the acne

Do the shopping
Go to work
Wash more dishes
Iron more shirts

Kiss the booboo
Buy the toys
Teach the girls
Train the boys

Homework checker
Santa Clause
Give a bath
Still no pause

Please the Daddy
Referee a shove
Complete exhaustion
Unending love

Being a Mom
Can leave me miffed
But my family
Is my greatest gift

Happy Mother’s Day to all the Moms that continue to do the toughest and dirtiest job you’ll ever love, every damn day.

Just When I Think

Just when I think
I’ve got it under control
It escapes and tramples me into the ground

Just when I think
The ache has subsided
I find myself battered, bleeding and gasping for air

Just when I think
The battle is over
Another bomb explodes and all hope is lost

Just when I think
I can survive without
I’m reminded its part of my heartbeat, my breath, my happiness

It hurts, just when I think

…But I Do

You can’t see
how their hungry eyes watch you
from the second you enter the room,
can you?

You won’t ever feel
the magnetic attraction
they all have for you,
will you?

You aren’t aware
that you drive them insane
with swelling desire,
are you?

You haven’t ever considered
you were enough
for anyone,
have you?

You don’t have
any idea
how unbelievably sexy you are,
do you?

…But I do

It Burned SO GOOD!

WE DID IT!!!
I’m gonna start with some background. Anal sex was Completely OFF the table for both of us for years. Neither one of us was interested at all. When D/s and BDSM became part of our lives, suddenly we were discussing the possibilities. Maybe we would try? We might now be interested? Worth a try?
Three years ago, after beginning some play, experimentation and EPIC fails, we were finally successful at penetration. Unfortunately, due to a comedy of errors that were NOT funny at all, it became a disastrous memory. I wrote about my hurt afterwards. https://missameliaandsir.wordpress.com/2015/11/30/i-bared-my-soul/
For the past three years, we waffled between Never again, Maybe, I want to, No Way, Let’s try, Someday. The mental block was by far the Biggest Hurdle, but we had another HUGE problem too. Professor is Extremely Well Hung. We’ve had suggestions that we just stop trying because that thing will NEVER fit Anyone (LUCKY ME!!!). I must admit, I had almost given up any hope of ever having success.
Then came Friday night. Professor had planned an At Home Date night for us. It began with instructions on what to do, what to wear and inform him when I was ready. It proceeded to a private space where we talked, teased, spanked, sweated and fucked hard. It was a perfect evening. We were both tired and climbed into bed to snuggle and drift off to sleep. Being the constant perv he is, Professor began lightly rubbing the tip of his cock over my ass, telling me how much he enjoyed watching my plug move with every thrust. I was enjoying the sensation and asked if he wanted to try one more time. With lube applied, we weren’t sure his partially hard cock would even go in. Finally, with me relaxing and pushing back on his cock, Professor announced he was in. Tentatively, we began our familiar rhythm of thrust and pull. I could feel him growing inside me. It was SO TIGHT and burned, but I didn’t want it to stop. I could hear him reaching the edge of his cliff, so I began asking, “Fuck my ass Daddy. PLEASE Fuck my ass.” With skin tearing in his powerful grip, he climaxed and filled my ass with the first cum it had ever experienced.
I immediately burst into deep, sobbing tears. I couldn’t believe we had done it. Professor, fighting through his own emotions, clutched me tightly and claimed me, “MINE!” It was EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I wasn’t able to give him my virginity, it was gone before we ever met, but THIS was HIS, and HIS ALONE.
He began checking in on me, asking how I was feeling. I just wanted to lay in this connected space for a few more seconds and bask in the warmth. After we separated, and cleaned up, we couldn’t stop smiling and touching each other. It was a closeness I can’t even describe. We drifted off to sleep, laying close, with his hand resting on my ass cheek and him again declaring, “MINE!”
Epilogue: A couple days later, I’m still a bit sore, and LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT! XOXOXO

The Holidays

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Shiny Tensile and Hanging Mistletoe
Sugar Cookies and Peppermint Coco

Red Holly and Beautiful Wreaths
Crisp Silence and Snowy Peace

Jolly Santa and Flying Reindeer
Melodic Carrols and Wishes Sincere

Red Gloves and Snuggly Scarfs
Warm Hearts and Warm Hearths

Frequent kisses and Glowing Smiles
Wrapped Gifts and Traveling Miles

Love Aplenty and Holiday Cheer
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

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**Sorry for the Re-blog, but it’s Christmas and I’m enjoying my family!  XOXOXO**

Twelve Days of Christmas-Day One

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Today my Dear,
On day one,
I give to You,
Love, second to none.

A love complete.
A love that’s true.
A love that’s eternal.
A love made for just me and You.

**Sorry for the Re-blog, but it’s the Holiday Season and I’m busy as HELL!  😉 **

2018 Kindness Advent

Kindness advent 2018

I found this today, and decided that I would take on the challenge. We are living in a world that could use more kindness. I’ll be starting a bit behind, but will try and make up the first three days if I can. Each day, I’ll attempt to post what I did to spread some joy.

I’d LOVE to hear from anyone that wants to take on a daily challenge. Even if it’s only one day, we could double the Kindness.  Please let me know what you did.  Let’s share the LOVE.

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