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Summer Break

Last September
The year began
With classrooms full
And a master plan

The months drug on
New lessons learned
Challenges faced
And brain-cells burned

Rotten kids
And irrational parents
Make things tougher
With their incoherence

I counted the days
Until the end
Tried to remain pleasant
And not condescend

I completely understand
I won’t ever earn riches
But as of today
It’s Summer Break Bitches!

Goodbye My Past Love

Goodbye my love
You entered my life
Consumed my heart
And changed my life

Goodbye my love
You showed me your heart
Made me want more
And took my breath away

Goodbye my love
You had been wounded
I wanted to be different
And promised forever and always

Goodbye my love
You took me to new elevations
Walked with me through the pouring rain
And frolicked in the sweltering heat

Goodbye my love
You quickly changed
Berated and discarded me
And I wept heavy tears

Goodbye my love
You sucked me back in
Gave me reason to hope
And repeatedly took it all away

Goodbye my love
You now own a piece of my heart
My Forever and Always is real
And I Never wanted it to end

Goodbye my love
You aren’t sure of your feelings now
I will help clarify
And confirm your self-imposed prophecy

Goodbye my past love
Goodbye

My Body Betrays Me

My nipples harden
And my mouth salivates

My pulse races
And my cheeks flush

My juices flow
And my temperature rises

My passion escalates
And my pussy throbs

My body betrays me
I drip with desire
At the mere thought of you

You Sit Next to Me

You sit next to me
I’m within reach of your fingers
Aching for touch

You sit next to me
I’m close enough to smell your scent
Unable to inhale

You sit next to me
I’m sensing your soft lips beckoning a taste
Remaining famished

You sit next to me
I’m listening to your every breath
Longing to be breathless

You sit next to me
I’m gazing into your steely eyes
Searching for a hint of fire

I’m a Mom

Cook the dinner
Clean the floors
Fold the laundry
Do more chores

Make the costume
Mend the holes
Plant the garden
Wipe the nose

Change the diaper
Be more crafty
Make a bottle
Treat the acne

Do the shopping
Go to work
Wash more dishes
Iron more shirts

Kiss the booboo
Buy the toys
Teach the girls
Train the boys

Homework checker
Santa Clause
Give a bath
Still no pause

Please the Daddy
Referee a shove
Complete exhaustion
Unending love

Being a Mom
Can leave me miffed
But my family
Is my greatest gift

Happy Mother’s Day to all the Moms that continue to do the toughest and dirtiest job you’ll ever love, every damn day.

Tell Me a Story

Tell me a story
Of love and light
Caress the heart
And reveal the Knight

Tell me a story
Of love and loss
Dreams are shattered
And stability’s the cost

Tell me a story
Of love and longing
Desire growing
And into insanity falling

Tell me a story
Of love and lust
Passions ignited
And bodies combust

Tell me a story

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I saw this picture and it inspired this little poem. It felt good to have a flash of inspiration.

Just When I Think

Just when I think
I’ve got it under control
It escapes and tramples me into the ground

Just when I think
The ache has subsided
I find myself battered, bleeding and gasping for air

Just when I think
The battle is over
Another bomb explodes and all hope is lost

Just when I think
I can survive without
I’m reminded its part of my heartbeat, my breath, my happiness

It hurts, just when I think

Dying to Desire

DAMN!!! DAMN!!! Double DAMN!!!

I am dying to desire to write again. I have tons going on in my life. I still have naughty stories and fantasies hiding in my twisted mind. I even have extra time suddenly available to me. BUT, it’s just not there!

Since I began taking medication for my depression, I have found the movies that used to play in my head have become slow and foggy. They still play, but I just can’t quite see them clearly anymore. I understand this is partially due to the fact that I am no longer spinning out of control. That is a good thing, but part of me misses the flooding of inspiration.

I LOVE feeling healthy. My relationships with everyone, except my mother, have greatly improved. My children and I are now closer than we have ever been. Professor and I are stronger than I ever imagined possible. Friendships are strong, loving and feeding my soul. We all seem to have a much better understanding of how we have affected each other. Clear and open communication has been key.

I know it is selfish to want it all, but I still do. I want to be healthy, happy and content. I also want to have the feeling of euphoria when my fingers flew and produced something spectacular that I almost had no control over. Guess I’ll just have to keep trying.

…But I Do

You can’t see
how their hungry eyes watch you
from the second you enter the room,
can you?

You won’t ever feel
the magnetic attraction
they all have for you,
will you?

You aren’t aware
that you drive them insane
with swelling desire,
are you?

You haven’t ever considered
you were enough
for anyone,
have you?

You don’t have
any idea
how unbelievably sexy you are,
do you?

…But I do

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