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One Night with You (for My Lonely)

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One night with you,
I can picture it so clearly in my mind.
We talk over a glass of wine,
Laughing, learning and absorbing each other’s details and dreams.
Dinner lingers for hours,
The brush of a hand,
The blush of a cheek,
The nervous tension palpable.
As chairs are placed upon the tables,
We take our cue to leave.
I can fell the tingle through my body as you help me with my coat,
And your hand brushes the back of my neck.
The awkward moment as we stand by my car,
Wondering if you will kiss me.
My breath completely taken as you don’t even ask,
Just stepping forward, taking my face in your tender hands,
And our lips gently touching for our first kiss.

One night with you,
I can picture it so clearly in my mind.
The excitement of meeting,
Instantly explodes into uncontrollable combustion.
No need for words as lips part,
Tongues dance,
Moans are uttered,
And Passion is overpoweringly ignited.
There is no perception of time or space,
As we begin our night of hedonistic destruction.
My body aches with every touch,
Stinging from the pain delivered and yearning from the increasing need.
I am breathless, trembling with anticipation and my juices are flowing,
As you passionately claim me as yours and we become one.
Time halts, the earth no longer rotates,
Bodies wrecked, souls consumed, desires are sated,
And only our ashes remain.

One night with you,
I can picture it clearly in my mind,
And one will NEVER be enough.

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Tell Your Bitch…

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Tell your Bitch I hope she’s happy
I hope she feels great pride
Because her jealousy took you from me
And a part of me has died

Tell your Bitch I didn’t want to steal you
Or claim you as my own
We were just great companions
When she selfishly left you all alone

Tell your Bitch you did it
Blindsiding and catching me unaware
In a pathetic and heartless text
You crushed a friendship beyond repair

Tell your Bitch that she can have you
Until her cold and bitter end
But when again she fucks you over
I will no long be your friend

Rendezvous with My BFF

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I searched the world
Far and wide
For that perfect match
To stand by my side

Some came and went
Never quite true
And then it happened
I finally met you

Don’t exactly know how it happened
But I know it was a divine act
That brought us together
And placed us on this mutual path

The connection was almost instant
Yet we both couldn’t help but protect
Our fragile little hearts
That had formerly been wrecked

Once I knew this thing was for real
Not fleeting or just the latest craze
It became crystal clear we would absolutely
Be BFFs Forever and Always

You quickly became the sister
I had always wished for
We had so much in common
Same thoughts, experiences and both being whores

You continuously make me laugh
And occasionally make me cry
But the love I have for you
Will never waver or die

So my dearest BFF
I write this little thing just for you
As a token of my affection
Until our next delicious rendezvous

Tickets PLEASE!

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We have a group of friends that will be attending Burning Man 2017! The main sale was this last Wednesday. I am SO SAD to say that we are short some tickets. They sold out 30,000 tickets in 34 minutes. If ANYONE knows ANYONE who purchased tickets, but won’t be able to attend, PLEASE let me know. We are looking to purchase for face value. I am not going to support scalpers who purchase as many as they can just to resell for a HUGE profit. Thanks for whatever you can do for us, even just sending good thoughts is MUCH appreciated. XOXOXO

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Life

Life keeps happening. It keeps happening no matter what your plans are or how much you could REALLY use a break. It happens no matter what you want or what you think you deserve. It happens, and we just have to embrace it and roll with the punches.

I have wanted to write for SO LONG now, but life has seemed to preempt any attempts that I have made to do just that. Today, I am going to tell life to kiss my ass for the next ten minutes so I can get this done. I use my blog as a sort of cathartic place to rant and as a virtual diary of my life.

Dear Blog Diary,

I am feeling better, but have still had some struggles lately. I don’t feel like I did when I was living in the deep darkness, but I have been overwhelmed. I know everyone feels this from time to time, but I must admit, when it happens to me, I get really scared that I am getting sick again. So, that is the first thing I must deal with.

My daughter came to her father and I and informed us that she has been purging. I couldn’t breathe. How did I not know? How could this have happened? What did I do wrong? I have realized that I did nothing wrong, missed nothing and can only adjust and move forward from here. Turns out, she was harboring a LOT of anger toward her father and I, and she felt abandoned and unloved. That, I did do. Not on purpose, as I was drowning in my own darkness, but I wasn’t communicating openly with her and she turned it into feelings of abandonment and lack of caring. With the help of therapy, TONS of talking, and an abundance of love, I am happy to say we are ALL doing better. We will continue to monitor and seek professional help, but she is on the way to recovery and we are on the way to being an even stronger family. Oh, and she had her first car accident. Scared the shit out of me, but everyone was fine and all vehicles are fixed and running again.

My son has lost his job. Well, not technically until the end of the term, but they have cut his program from the budget. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that this will only lead to bigger and better things for him. He is an incredibly bright young man and will find a way to succeed, no matter what life throws at him.

Work is work. Crazy, busy, unpredictable and exhausting. However, for the first time in a couple of years, I come home exhausted, but not in tears, so that’s a positive, right?

A rough winter has led to several new additions to the To Do List. Ice dams caused leaks in the roof. Roof shedding took out a fence. The heaving of ice and snow pushed out several joist supports on the deck. And the holes in the chicken coops and play house must be fixed. Mother Nature was a REAL BITCH this year.

My marriage is better than EVER! We have been to hell and back this past year and come out of it stronger and more connected. I wasn’t sure we could ever resume our D/s, but we are both finding it to actually be easier and deeper than ever before. Thank you for sticking with me Sir.
Like I said, not much time for writing, but some juicy stuff in process. I know what I want to write, now to just find the time. My mind has been full, but just as dirty and disturbing as ever.

We have also had WONDERFUL things happening, Trips with friends, another friend, who battles with depression and PTSD that is winning his battle, A London trip in the future. Life is really good. Crazy, but REALLY GOOD! All for now, I must get ready to see friends!

XOXOXO

Two Kinky Crazy Years

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OMG!! I can’t believe it!! I didn’t even realize until I received the notice from WP.

Well, it has been an INCREDIBLE adventure. I have been going back and reading some of my earlier stuff recently. I found that I don’t even remember writing some of the things, and then they trigger a memory and I can’t help but smile. I began this as a kind of diary, or a way to put my thoughts down and out into the universe. I didn’t expect anyone would be interested in my random ramblings. Now, here I am, two years later, 500+ followers and having met some of the most AFUCKINGMAZING people and best friends a kinky girl could ask for.

To all those people that have stopped by, read, commented, made me smile, pissed me off or changed my life forever, I say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. We see so much bad happening in the world everyday on the news. I am grateful to have sound a place that I love and people that I love even more.

Now, on to the next adventure! 🙂

 

Your Continued Silence is Deafening

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You said you needed space and time
But your continued silence is deafening

I asked you too many questions and it angered you
But your continued silence is deafening

I only wanted to give you my friendship and unconditional love
But your continued silence is deafening

I’m trying to honor your choice to pull away, to process
But your continued silence is deafening

I wish you nothing but peace and happiness
But your continued silence is deafening

I am holding on by a thin thread, waiting for your return
But your continued silence is deafening

Maybe I should listen?

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Loving from Afar

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Separated by miles
And infinite time
Wishing you would forever
And always be mine

Endlessly yearning
And agonizingly missing
Craving your electric touch
And passionate kissing

Never could I call you
All my very own
But still my love
Had flourished and grown

Though we are separated
And so very far apart
You are ever present
In my stinging heart

Illicit Yearning

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We Couldn’t
We Shouldn’t
We Can’t
Please say we will again soon

I must move on
I must maintain control
I must forget you
But it’s impossible, no matter how hard I try

It’s wrong
It’s hurtful
It’s immoral
I need it like I need to breathe

You are my dangerous drug
You are my alcoholic stupor
You are my dark, scary place
And I am completely addicted

SERIOUSLY!!??

500 Follows!

Don’t you 500 people have anything better to do?  Well, if I have provided you with entertainment or information, I’m Happy!!  If my wicked writing has just tantalized your….I’m Thrilled!!  Thank you to all that have read, commented and become friends via this interesting medium!  Can’t wait to see what comes next!

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